oh me oh my...

i still think racism is rife and when i grow up, i wouldnt wanna live in singapore. its a cheena land, man. Do not be fooled in job ads which call for 'mandrain' speaking applicants. They want chinese ppl, full-stop. thus, i am going to go back to my home country where, at least, i am among a majority of people who wont be biased against me. thank you, i have said my piece.

another thing to complain about. no one seems to be updating their blogs. all the plans i had for the holidays fell splat, since everyone is flying off of has flown off or has swum over to the nearest country. basket. i am becoming broke and people still haven return money to me. basket. i wanna play basketball oso the stoopid obese clouds wont let me. still, last week was great. dunno lah.

am now feeling quite depressed, but i believe that that is my almost permanent state for the last i-do-not-know-how-many years. oh well. i shant blame my state of mind on other people. i shall instead blame my pessimism. but i shall not type out my woes here because i believe this place is an 'entertainment space' and shall not bog u people down with depressed and possibly murderous thoughts.

instead, i shall invite everyone to vote for taufik, because people who dont are racists! to prove that singaporeans arent racists, the chinese must vote for taufik, while the others must vote for slyvester. the results tml will show if singaporeans are racist anot. if slyvester wins, that means chinese are racist, because if they werent, then they should be voting for taufik. geddit? ( this is because the majority of people in singapore are chinese that means majority of votes should be for taufik to prove their state of un-racism.)

shifting my thoughts to another avenue, i cant think. today's wrap of events: woke up at 7 to go to airport to send karla off. then went to tiong bahru send camera lens for cleaning. then when to clementi for job interview. then went to yew tee to sit about with my ma and my sis.

and like a hyper little bird, with thoughts tittering all over the place, i would like to add that the moral decline in singapore is (wad can i say?) declining. no. that is not right. the moral decline is worsening. you people read about how a newborn was flung out of a flat by her mother? how terrible. that newborn will never be wad she was to become after being flung out like that. and like, newborns have soft skulls dont they? how can someone just wrap her in a plastic bag and flung her out like that. well, i would say that its good because she wont have to continue living with a mother so heartless. but still i wonder what is happening in the world today. the girl caught was 16 and a malay. causes me to reflect on the state of Islam nowadays. people are just getting misled day by day. terrible terrible. can i do something about it? probably, but i'll probably encounter so many hurdles that i'll probably become an auntie by the time i accomplish anything.

*random thought* the (refer to nov 30, The New Paper) wax sculpture of collin farrell as alexander is totally yummeh. cant say the same for CF himself though.

i have all these thoughts buzzing about my head that i cant focus on one thing at a time. feel like a pea brain. i wish i have split personalities. perhaps one could do all the work for me. but then, i'd have to get reaaaaaly traumatised to get a good friend in me. BAH!