the uncertainty of my future

yes. the future is uncertain. am having a major, like major, headache thinking about the nest step after the o's. ppl say go jc. ma says go work. pa suggested poly. me? i dunno. seriously. i am not the kind of person that has a dream, an ambition, like some ppl, die die wan to be teacher or fireman. i am a fleeter. thats wad i theorise. i fleet from here to there. so should i be a freelancer? freelance here, freelance there, hone my skills in this and that. i can be a photographer, tuition teacher, artist, i can go into advertising. dot dot dot..

just listen to me. i sound like an old woman. worry here worry there. but really... jc? the whole thing would take at least 5 yrs to complete. enter the workforce at 21. poly 3 yrs, at least. enter the workforce at 19, if i am lucky.... is that good? i dowan to work in some shit hole... neither do i want to live in singapore all my life. alright...

this is a call to everybody out there. who wants to live a life of excitement with me? we will tour the world and live in many countries working as anything we can. we will acquire many, many experiences along the way. we will... we... we will break out of this little shell of a life we have in singapore. so anyone interested? i am serious, u noe. tag me, if u are.

so much for my agonizing. bah! anyway. the biological clock is ticking. i feel old already. and i am only sixteen. haiz....