fragifying

frag... for the last three entries, i have resorted to writing my blog entries in the notepad because the stupid blogger stupidly jam and take ages to load. i shall resort to writing my entries at 5 am in the bloody morning. GHASTLY!

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anyhoo, on a lighter note, my pa got me an MP3 PLAYER! a creative one no doubt. i am happy! no more fiddling with the stupid discman with the button all desensitized or something. yayayayay! i are happy! 256mb but got no radio. oh well! weee weee! the thing is, the wonderment of the way i got it.

its like, my pa casually said one day, "i saw some mp3 players, you all interested anot?" (this was addressed to my sis and me) then we both said yes. and today! he called and said "i got the mp3 player already, you got AAA battery at home?"

SHOCK!!!! wah.. so fast ah? i was truly surprised. weird weird weird. ( i am sorry for the lack of coherence but can i help it?) wah wah wah!

funny hor? i mean, hmm... i really cant put what is in my mind into words on this blog. i think, if we had mind scanners or something, it'll all come out gibberish. yeap.

oh well

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anyhoo. it amazes me that i have so much to type about but it all gets lost as i get distracted. hmmph. again, as mentioned, i feel like a distracted hummingbird. why hummingbird? because it, you know, flits here and there. sounds more like a butterfly but i feel like a hummingbird.

hmmm.

lets see, in my state of distractedness, i have managed to think about beauty(ppl's perceptions, place in the community) the influx of hip hop, the amount of rock songs i have in my computer, the position of women in society nowadays and lots more. it all starts as a thought and then voom! replaced by another thought just like that. maaaan... i wish i had and have more time. i mean, i can go without sleep, or can try, to, you know, make a difference. ( i think that that was a confusing sentence)

i dont think i can cover all these topics today (or tonight) anyway, even if i do type it all out, i dont think people really read my blog. maybe i'll write it all one day. when i feel like it. maaan. now i feel really useless...

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hmmm...


it always amazes me when i get totally ignored. you know, i mention a sentence and that person i am conversing with will totally ignore the notion. like lets say i mention something like "i like to eat brownies" that person will go "i like brownies too" and somewhere down the line mention this fact again. then i feel forced to ask that person more about their fascination for brownies. geddit? i think i am psychologically unsound.