i love to say fuck

no i dont. i swear it! i swear "fcuk!!". why am i so vulgar all of the sudden? its the frustration of trying to get a class together for a last outing before we all go our seperate ways. i mean, with 05, its just the matter of whats the event, what to bring and where to meet and POOF!! off we go. with my lower sec class, well its much more worse. much much more worse. its like i am the old lady who had so many children she did not know what to do, only worse. at least with those children, you could spank them and off they go... but not with your peers. you try to spank em and u'll end up in court with a charge of assault and battery.

thing is, we werent really close during those years. there was a very BIIIG division between the cliques and now, people are just having the idea that the gathering will suck. of course it wont. i'll be ther to make sure everyone is having fun. I effing make sure. but i dont know why i choose to shoulder this burden. why??!??! why is heaven playing such a cruel joke on me? its not funny so stop roaring with laughter. do u know how terrible it is to make sure that at least 50% of the girls would turn up. basket.

then i cant believe some ppl. all they care about themselves."Oh i will suffer if i go there because i wont have anyone to hang out with." "ooo, woe is me, i shall be alone while everyone goes back to their old cliques" " oooh, it'll be a waste of time and money, and i'll probably wont enjoy it because i hate the class because it wasnt united" WELL BLOODY HELL, ITS UN-UNITED BECAUSE OF PEOPLE LIKE THESE WHINERS!(weiners?) No one bloody hell knows to cooperate. for example, i was considering not to go for the 05 party for ms tay. but i went ANYWAY because it took little persuasion for me to get out of my COZY, COMFORT EFFING ZONE!! why cant people just cooperate. its not difficult. COOPERATION IS THE BEST!!!!!!!

i feel like shit.

I HOPE YOU PEOPLE WHO CANT COOPERATE WILL HAVE BAD KARMA ALL THEIR LIVES AND THEIR TEAMATES AT WORK WONT COOPERATE WITH THEM, THEIR SPOUSES WONT COOPERATE WITH THEM AND THEIR CHILDREN AND NEIGHBOURS AND THE CHECK-OUT LADY AT NTUC OF SHING SHIONG WILL TAKE FOREVER TO PROCESS YOUR STUFF! HAH TO YOU ALL!!!!