something seems to be off.

i cant believe that in just a few days, i would be stepping into the gates of a new school. again, i feel very tired. weary. the thought of seeing grey uniforms in the grey school suddenly irks me. i thought that i would be very enthu abt the whole 'fresh start' thing, but the cynical side of me just gets the better of me.

i am sorry, but i am shagged. the three days of exercise leaves me tired. EXHAUSTED, in fact. BUT I CANT FUCKING GET TO SLEEP! i thought i'd get a nap when i came back. i rolled ard my bedsheets for awhile, then found that i cant get to sleep.

i am now FUCKING blow drying my feet with my hair dryer because its FUCKING cold. i am FUCKING exhausted but cant rest.

i feel ugly.

dont worry about me (perasaan orang bimbang pasal die)

i feel sick.

i feel schizophrenic.

depressed.

somebody beat the crap out of me. or can someone just gimme a massage? i have thoroughly assaulted my body this past week. i mean, i sleep very early.. too early infact. 4 in the morning u noe. then i wake up. maaan. i feel bushed.and i know if i sleep too much, i'll end up more tired then ever.

i wish i can have that 5 minute power nap like i had in mr ng's class. once more. it feels like a looong time since i feel truly rested.

and school hasnt even FUCKING started.

not even my pink nails are making me happy. i need a dose of spongebob!!! oh ya!!!!

COFFEE!!!!! i shall have coffee! i am already smiling!

*i realise that this entry has no point at all. well, i am now making a point. to everyone. do not let yourself suffer a burn out. always always have some Zzzs. do not a be slave to stuff. glorify your days of freedom!!!