had a day

"never take things for granted" mr chia's favourite(i think) motto. for the past two days, i have been really thinking alot. okay, fine, so i have been thinking alot for a very long, long time. but this time, it was special coz i actually got very emotional about it.

haha. Aini, emotional? NOOOOOO.... That just cannot be true. methinks, in my 4 yrs of secondary school life, not one of my classmates have seen me cry before. nerves of steel!

so anyway, it all started after the 'La stupido Road Run".. i went to temasek poly with evon, surprised to find weifang there too. we were crapping and i realise how much i missed everyone back at Bananaz and punsters.

then after the talks and all that (where i bumped into PAMPAM..) we three were talking to this engineering lecturer. during the course of the conversation, i actually felt like tearing up close to two times.

to tell u peeps the truth, i am fucking scared-ded. where the hell am i supposed to go after i get my 'o's? talking with that lecturer, made me realise one very true point: ppl prefer to employ poly grad rather than uni grad because of the salary difference. and i realised that uni grads may not get a job so fast, unless they sign up for government job.

*shudder*

i dunno wad the hell i am going to do. shit.

cant someone help me please?