I realised...

i realised that i am a pretty ambitious person. here i am thinking of another 's' paper to take for 'a' levels. should i take chem? or physics? or maths? i am already taking art 's' paper. and i havent even started schooling proper.

my head is currently throbbing again. i think i need a CAT or an MRI... there must be something in my skull (besides my wonderful, intelligent mind) making it hurt so often. aiyah. so sian-ed... tml morning got bball training then go back to njc for soccer training. sickening. and i can actually feel guilty for not running 2.4 or more at one shot. (the last i did that was during the road run)

i feel so damn tired lah... not even enough sleep. luckily, i had a nap before art lessons, if not i'll be damn cranky when we were shooting the video lah. and, being cranky while being in the same group with ppl like yingkang and adeline is not a good idea. yep. can end up violent.

lets see, lets return to the topic of 'ambitious-ness'...
well, the fact that i am considering 's' papers now, makes me seem like a mugger, when in fact, i am not! i just study enough, the bare minimum it would take to survive. now, surround by muggers, i am intimidated. boohoooo! have to mug for art too...

i am obviously stretching myself too thin. i feel like a piece of prata dough, being spread out in all directions. and we know wad would happen to that kind of dough. they make tough pratas.... and tough pratas get bad comments. lets see.. my timetable is like shit (what i affectionately refer to as my "SHIT TIMETABLE") and my dismissal times are like shit. i reach home almost everyday at SHIT times. basically, my life is like SHIT.

harharhar... but, frankly, i am enjoying it. at least, i dont have a lot of times when i am bo-liao-ing. sometimes i do that, but its by choice, not because i really got nothing to do. in fact, i have tons to do. but it feels kinda fun 'rebeling' by heck-caring the deadlines that loom like WMD over my head.

like today, i dawdled all the way to the studen centre, then dawdled to maths class. REBELLION against JU-ON! (no lah, i dont have anything against him... just feeling sluggish) anyway, did i tell u about the time when i got so paiseh in front of him(Mr Chew)?

no?

okay, i'll tell u. you see, the whole class was waiting for him outside the chem lab, our tutorial venue. we were standing about the lift (reserved specially for teachers only) facing the ledges. then i was shouting out loud, "WHERE IS JU-ON AH?" then suddenly everyone turned around and followed mr chew who just came out of the lift. god knows how long he has been standing there. (for the record, his name is NOT ju-on... his name is ju oon.) so paiseh! wonder if he heard me.

anyways, i realise the shit about weekends being family days and so the school will only be opened shortly is SHIT. because, tml, i'll be out virtually for the whole day. talk cock lah they all. spend more time with the family yet expect so much from us. u tink we all superman ah? ok, even if we ARE superman, do u tink that the whole family can all be superman? oklah, since superman was some alien from K-planet, i guess his family is made up of supermen/women. so, wad about others? like, there are rehearsals and practises and trainings because we all ARENT supermen/women. so, wad good is it to inconvenience us using the excuse of the 5-day week? shall elaborate on this tml...

now i cant even force my eyes open. damn sleepy.... till tomorrow, comrades. adios!