my mom nagged

she said
"you know, (insert name of sumone's daughter who also went to a jc) din go to all these social events." (social events in question being a class gathering tml at sentosa.)

i said "its because she doesnt have a social life"

and she rattled off about how having such a social life is useless before running off to work.

BAH!

thats wad my pa has been telling me, anyway. he told me "chat (online) so much for wad? these friends wont last long, wont give u anything"

i know lah. but i am damn bored. u know wad. i should be mugging right now. i should be reading the gw-basic book, and about lemuria and atlantis and doing maths correction and reorganising my desk.

but i am not.

and i protest the accusation that i am online only to chat to ppl on the msn. wad, am i a no-lifer? blargh! really maaaan..

sumtimes i really wonder.

wad the hell am i supposed to do? i dont realy wanna stay at home all day, lazing about and pigging out. i wanna do sumting! but i noe i wont do the stuff i am supposed to do at home. like, cleaning up the said mess that has accumulated these past few days. i procastinate. and i am online to make it seem like i am doing sumting.

the radio holds no joy anymore for me as all its been blaring out since 2003 is brainless hip-hop. i want me rock! and i want me soul! (u see, usually, i do all this cleaning up while listening to the radio. without music, i cant function, like now)

wad about friends? well, lets see. with friends i can do alot of things and the novelty of having friends is, they would be (surprisingly) willing to accept alot of stuff about me. lets see. my parents would totally balk if they know who is my current crush and they will totally freak out if they know wad i am thinking now. and they will definitely kill me if they know about some other stuff that i have thought about.

oh well. have to go.. bubbye