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haiyah. tml is first day of the second intakers. feeling deflated. i feel very, like, tired of all the things to come.

like, tml, we are going to have the talks and stuff. i mean, i have listened to it before. do i need to listen to it again? and those new faces. it kinda gets a bit tiring trying to be enthusiastic and all, and ppl take it for granted. i think. i am wondering whether i should make alot of noise tmr. coz we are going to get our ogs tmr. basically, first impressions are the most important. i still cannot get over some of the first impressions i get of ppl that i meet.
so basically, i do not know wad to do. i am not trying to be pretentious and give ppl the wrong impression of who i really am. we all have different behaviours we put on for different occasions rite? so, ya. why the hell am i even writing this here?
aiyah. i dont like who i am can? but then, i dont really like anybody elses attitude better than mine, so i guess... i am getting confused and u would prolly too.

forget it.

anyway, today i ponned school for the first time in njc! yay! how smart am i to pon school today! coz the ppl who went to school today got another shocker! today got no lessons for them! (notice the excessive exclaimation marks)
i ended up eating breakfast at McD with karla and kangwei. and then i went to Karla's house to watch 3 movies! harhar... we watched shrek, shrek 2 and the eye 2. totally slacking, karla brought out her mattress and we were lying down in her living room just brainless looking at the moving pictures. oh... yah, after a movie, kangwei joined us after deciding NOT to go to school to look for some of his friends. hurhur. we refreshed our memories of the steps to the mass dance courtesy of Karla's insistence to teach us how to dance. she is one of the 120 ogls for the orientation. yep. my memory still sucks. i cant remember how many times i stood there staring at karla's wild gestures, trying to remember "WHAT COMES NEXT!?"

yep.


anyway. i am feeling deflated, as above, because alot of people are leaving. my class is breaking up! glenn, tricia, yizhin, charlene, jerrold, gabriel, winglok, edwin, cheryl, grace...
all, at a risk of leaving the class. FINE LAR.everyone is leaving, coz my class is an odd combi class. so, if the tides like it, we can end up in the same class. if not, scattered everywhere.

oh well. at least karla and kangwei are staying! and hurhur... a certain sumone. =D am a little happier. yep.

another thing i am not looking forward to, is the lessons.

i guess, there isnt much looking forward to do. oh well. shall look at the present. the present i got for vday from karla.

punny!