i am in like

ooh. warm fuzzies. so fun. wahaha. i realise i stare at him alot. i noe its rude to stare but... i am a girl. oh.. and i do it subtly.. i tink. no one has really noticed. i tink. i mean, they read my blog and know i like somebody but i dont think they noe who it is.

yay. thinking about him is fun. ha. i feel stupid, but suddenly, i feel that i like being stupid. i like feeling stupid now. dont have to worry about stupid chem or wad shit.

anyway, we lost the match just now. by three friggin points. shit man. i din play that much today. i tink the coach knows that i am too.. well... too nervy. i got 3 fouls, i tink, in the first quarter. har. give 6 pnts free to them. so depressing. 3 friggin points. we would have gone into overtime if one of my 3-pnts had gotten in earlier in the match. crap. feeling really like crap.

think happy thoughts. think happy thoughts.

so far, only karla knows his identity. i hope it stays that way. karla! please keep it down. i'll die if he finds out. i'll die if my classmates and other friends finds out.

karla! why are u not online? why have u closed down ur blog? i miss talking to u. its different on the phone. remember that time we and kangwei slacked at ur house? remember final destination 2? remember SAw and butterfly effect? i miss those times. when are we going to do sumting like dat again?

are we all really going to go for the bp anniversary dinner? nadya talks about it on her blog. she invited the covalently bonded and the punsters. i dont know how that applies to me, i mean... she did mention 'class' and technically, i am not in her class. wad about the bananas? are they going to book a table? and karla and pam and raf? i wish we can all go.

sadly... the venue is our school field. how stupid can that get? i bet they'll be selling school souveniers ala sell-a-vision when we are eating. i bet the food will suck too. but i want the memories. and i dont think there'll be alot of dancing. shit

should i go?

think happy thoughts.

sigh....