the recent states of stuff

been a long time. anyway, those sites on the previous post are for my PW, so ignore it...

am currently bogged down by work. so many things to do. so many things in my head. its getting a bit crowded up here.

i swear, homework alone is enough to at least maim me or sumthing. the perils of taking art. basically, i feel like a mess now. my brain dont feel like the soft substance that we call brain tissue anymore. it feels like a fluffy ball of tangled mess. yep. my head hurts. again.

*takes a deep breath and try to sort out her thoughts*

okay. first thing. i have been shortlisted for dramafest. but. dramafest is, i tink, going to be on the last week of the term. let me tell u wad the last week of term is. its a shit week because i have chem SPA on the last day of school. back to dramafest. the only reason i auditioned for it is because gennie did. she pulled me along after art lesson one day. i want this opportunity. i want it badly. but i look at my schedule and, well, i dunno wad to say. or wad to think.

things in my schedule
~>basketball nationals round two. ( we got through!! we beat IJC today. no idea when the matches are finishing)
~> mldds cip. (the manning of the stall in a fun fair. have planning to do.)
~> alot of art homework (the painting assignment due end of next week. and the OUB painting thingy due in 3 weeks time and the EYE SPEAK design competition)
~> 05s4a outing. (to be planned. planning sucks.)
~> track and field meat heats.
~> PW

i cant remember anymore. but i am sure theres more stuff for art club and the class.


i cant breathe. haiyah. i really want to go for the dramafest. the only things holding me back is my packed schedule and, on a small part, my inconfidence about my acting abilities.

I WANT!!! but i also dowan. but more of myself WANTS it. tomolo i supposed to collect the scripts and go for casting. (at the same time i am supposed to go for discus heats.) shiat. perhaps i shall discuss with the teacher in charge. i shall ask him about the intensity and frequency of the rehearsals. and i see wad kind of roles there are. they said that its going to be warped comedy. i have no idea how well it will sit with the audience.

God. i hope i dont become too used to being busy that i'll die during june hols or sumthing.

tootles