when i fall in love

it will be never... hahaha. kidding larh.

anyway. i am feeling a bit giddy now. haha. i think i am falling in like again. yay. and (for most of u reading this), that person IS of the opposite sex. i am feeling giggly all of the sudden but i cannot giggle like siao now because my sister will think that i am mad. and ask me to shut up. i dislike disharmony, u see.

harhar. look. i am not even making sense. i am scatterbrained. i am planning to make sure no one knows who i am talking about. anyway, sherinah... if u are reading this, its not that person i told u about. its someone else.

i am feeling happy. =D. and somehow... my blog colour seems so pretty. just like my shiny pink scrunchie.

i just hope this one will last. thing is, i always get disinterested or disgusted halfway. i really want this feeling to last. being happy is fun.

i dont think i made much sense there so i will tell u about wad i did today.
if, u want to know, anyway.

today was a fun day. i felt like i had a life. morning i woke up to go for this aep workshop. nth much to say since i left about halfway to play bball match against a teacher's team. we lost like shit. and i am ashamed that none of my shots got in. and i can see major loopholes in our defence. like, one of us always left the 'backdoor' open for the opposition to drive in and score. our attack sucks.

thing is, i din need to worry about attack when i was playing for bp. frankly, i only knew to pass the ball around at the 3-pnt line and shoot. because our rebounders were damn strong. i was damn amazed at shih wen's ability to get the ball in although half of the time, the opposition was taller than her.

frankly, my playing is sucky. i only know how to defend. i defended like mad. but i was tired. tired. until i was too slow to take on two 'men'.

anyway, when i got to the LT to resume the aep wrkshp, they were already presenting their PIs. i just sat, ate my biscuits and cooled down. then, got one mrs teo from nygs talk to us about designing as a career. actually, i considered that. you know, freelancing as a group, maybe get a few close friends to work together. but then i wonder. am i up to the challenge? i realise that my designs have a certain style.

it looks unoriginal. i think the guys in my class can recognize my trademark liao. alvin correctly pointed out my contribution to a class banner- this leaf-like structure. i was like "how did u know?" and he said that i always draw these kind of shapes. oh man. and then, sumtimes, i cannot get out of my convential thinking. i think i need to rethink the way i think.

okay. that was confusing.

then after that, we were dismissed so late that i had to give the bball training at an indoor court a miss. plus, it was raining, so we got out of school even later. so i headed to town with alvin, samuel and apri. haha. i keep laughing thinking about the outing. it was very fun, and coincidentally, we are in our PW group. haha. we four, in one PW group. so funny. their all so quarrelsome, reminds me of some old couples that quibble alot but there is a certain chemistry between them. yep. thats wad i saw today. and i observed stuff that i have never seen before.

and i realise that my literature training i had in secondary school is VERY VERY entertaining nowadays. especially watching movies like guess who?. me and samuel where laufing away... okay.... actually, i was laughing more than him but i only heard apri laufing at certain pnts of the show. i din hear anything from alvin, but maybe thats because, well, he doesnt laugh loudly. anyway. i love MS THAM! my THAMSTER! she has given me the gift of thinking about wad is being said again and again. and i have managed to catch alot of innuendos and comedy and PUNS everywhere i go. its like during malay class. i'll be having lot of fun because my malay teacher always have hidden meanings in his words. and i'll be the only one tickled. the rest dont get it.

i love it.

anyway. have nth else to write, for now. am feeling challenged by the design thing, designing a layout for the aepe brochure. its challenging. i wanna try... and there is so much work to catch up on. so till next time, bubbye