i am damn paiseh

since cj complained that i have broken a promise which i dont even remember making, i shall update.

amazing ah cj... u no need study isit? come online so often. u better log off and do revision. lots and lots of ten yr series.

to whichever student reading this, jiayou for exams! dont slack! its never too early to start revision. -spoken like a true nj mugger.

anyway. my head feels damn full nowadays. too many commitments circling my head. theres art club, being a ct rep and art as a subject itself. with the impending holidays, it seems that every single thing in my life right now is lobbying for a slot with me during the holidays. theres aep wrkshp, make up lessons and of course, meetings with people, either for cca purposes or just for outings.

thinking of outings, i realised that its been a long time i last talked to suhailah, zafirah, nazeera, farah. Even karla, who used to hang with me all the time is nowhere to be seen. Gennie is on the other side of the world. and the punsters and the bananas. well... yah...

but i am glad for one thing. actually for alot of things. (yes, yes... i am counting my blessings). for one, i am thankful for having sok huang around. and adeline, of course! i can always count on them to entertain me. hahaha. Not to mention other people like the soccer girls, perbayu peeps and my beloved class. Oh... and i am really grateful for the fact that alvin and samuel are in my gp class, together with sok huang because, then, there's always a delightful amount of gossip to keep me awake especially on thursdays, during double gp.

oh. and can u believe it? my cikgu asked me today "aini, kenape awak selenge?" i was like... ARGH!!! sampai hati guruku begitu. -.-. adakah patut seorang cikgu yang ayu dan manis begitu bertanyakan kesiumananku? cikgu, cikgu. saya tukar2 stail rambut jer, per... takkan gitu pun boleh dipanggil selenge. dah takde artistic license ke? takpe la. at least, cikgu's fun side dah terserlah. Dah tak takut2 lagi. tapi mesti mau respek! hormat senjata! (takde lah.. aku merepek jer seh)

i hate double periods because it means (1) horribly long discussions ala PW. (2) practical work and ma fan graphs and even more ma fan discussions on errors and improvements (3) opportunity for in class work during gp and malay. however, the only double periods i love is art! hurrah for art!

now that we are doing sculpture, i feel more at ease. when we were doing a lot of drawings last time, i felt horribly horrid because 'i had no professional training'. yup yup. now, i find that i voluntarily do drawings, spurred on by the want to do a good sculpture. i did sketches on the mrt on saturday... someting i rarely do. and today, i completed the sketchbook i had been using for my scuplture module. i feel bad because my A3 book is still quite hungry for some attention... be patient my friend... we shall have a rocking time soon.

well thats all... my responsibilities beckon me... goodbye starshine. the earth waves bubbye!